lost words

tears flow down my eyes, i dont know why
neither do i know , how to stop them
they seem to have, a life of their own..
forming, welling and flowing, without my control...
something is wrong somewhere, but no one sees it...
its obvious i feel, but maybe it isnt
i should understand,  make words of my feelings..
but that seems too tough,
how will words make a difference
when we dont feel the same....
words dont form, neither they are spoken..
never have felt so helpless before...
i dont know what tomorrow brings...
i dont know what today is....
words are lost somewhere in this helplessness
acceptance is the key, is what everyone says...
acceptance doesnt stop tears, or does it??